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Literature
I am all you need
I am all u need
Hi, I finally we meet again, you have known me, I'm your closest family, friends, lover, I understand all your sorrow, pain, issues, resentment, unfuthfillness.
I am here now for you as u read this just as a gentle reminder for i have given all you need, all your desire, dreams. I am not asking for anything in return, I do it out of compassion because I love you more than the world.
If you are wondering who I am, I am your best friend, I am your favourite desire, I am your lust, I am what u like to see, hear and feal. I am the one who support you when u are down, healing your wounds, cheering you up, futhfilling your needs.
Just look around I'm everywhere,  those who is closest to your heart is me.
Is your life really happy now, or you feel that something is missing, is me that u have been missing. An old friend just want to be beside you again to help you.
So come with me and together we will make life exactly as you want, I will free you from the chain of boundar
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Literature
Simple secret of a Successful Man Revealed
Simple secret of a Successful Man Revealed
If u read trough these, probably u r one of those already success in life, or on your way there.
I have a childhood friend of mine that I just stay in touch lately & I'm lucky to hear a lot from him.
He uses to be a loner back in high school, I'm his only friend that could understand him, and I always remembered that. Is ironic He is the smartest ones amongst others with purpose and direction &
I'm just a simple minded guy, especially high school my motto was who cares back then. We just naturally bond I never think about why he spends time with me and telling theory and revolution of ideas to me,
Where most of his word is so complex, but I'm just a dumb and curious guy, who is just curious in about everything and everyone. The only thing that is in common is we are both have the passion of art.
Anyway to make story short, I meet him after 11 years lost contact & I am amazed by how he evolved in all aspect of life, still same personality the r
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Literature
Sign The Contract part 1
Sign The Contract (part 1)
This is a story bout a girl i meet, she is beyond explanation, i've known her for years but never really stay in touch until now, after years of lost contact i saw a glimse of her which i tought couldn't possibly be her, but i couldn't help to stare at her beauty and just called her "elle" , there she is across the street looking back at me with her gourgeous sharp clear crystal eye.
She smile and just ran across the street where i'm standing, is really her , is like a dream at that moment , she use to be my highschool crush, so the memory is still there, but this time is so much diffrent as she is close to me, the world seems to stop and then spins so fast that i couldn't remember much detail.
All i remembered is the next day in her apartment, beside her, she's still sleeping, and i'm still in a state of confusion. What did i do yesterday? , memory start to comes back, but all that i care is, yesss
lucky me, we had the sex, it was really nasty as filthy plea
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Literature
Fuckology Jokes
Fxxk Joke
When we say the F word it enhance the probabilty of thing happening in your life or the opposite, so sould we add F or shoudn't we.
"F i can't take this anymore" = More likely you'll get out of the unplesant situation
"F i wanna F right now!!" = you'll be F soon
"F the jobs" = you'll be out of job
"F i can't bear the screaming" = She'll scream piercing trough your ear
"F i Fkin love u" = Then U'll get laid for the word u said
"F the cops" = Jailed
"F education" = Unemployment awaits
"F Money" = Poor
"F No Way" = Cmon u know u want it
"F the time" = Old and Useless
"F the People" = Loney
"F the family" = Guilt from responsibilty
"F responsibilty" = No one will ask for help but No one will help u
"F Health" = Hospitalised
"F Dreams" = Hopeless
"F effort" = No result
"F Practice" = No progress
"F the world" = Denial
"F me" = Yes you'll get what u asked
"F this joke" = U are seriously bored as i am
"F the one who writes all this" = Thanks i'm about to end this
"F life" = I care b
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Literature
Fear
Fear of uncertainties, rejection, failure, decissions, direction, the dark, the light, the world, unknown, too much information, perception, ignorance, neglection, so many Anxiety within us that could be just an ilusion of our consious from subconsious information n post trauma experience.
Why , What, is this "fear" ? I keep asking myself, most of the time it is not reall, then why worry, then why argue with logic and emotion, argue with value and morality.
Sometimes the answer is crystal clear, is a defence mechanism for living organism, yet sometimes it create one of the most complex emotion in dessicion making.
Other then what we experience our memory the good the bad as we percive, as humans our biological bodies play such a big role.
Starting from myself as an so calle artist, between the right and left brain, the neurotransmitter that transmit signals from one neuron to the next across synapses, effecting in all sort of emotion that brain alone cant control, that knowledge alone
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Control Yourself by Captain-Kiryu Control Yourself :iconcaptain-kiryu:Captain-Kiryu 57 16 The trip by liransz The trip :iconliransz:liransz 642 78 saber orta by ryoheihuke saber orta :iconryoheihuke:ryoheihuke 8,810 491 NMH Margaret Moonlight by semsei NMH Margaret Moonlight :iconsemsei:semsei 797 34 SF-A2 miki miccubus by KYMG SF-A2 miki miccubus :iconkymg:KYMG 2,746 82 no more heroes red zone by KYMG no more heroes red zone :iconkymg:KYMG 3,160 101 alice in nightmare by KYMG alice in nightmare :iconkymg:KYMG 1,759 58 Amethyst Warrior by tsulala Amethyst Warrior :icontsulala:tsulala 1,878 91 Y2K12 + friends and ghosts by tsulala Y2K12 + friends and ghosts :icontsulala:tsulala 2,391 140 FXT vol. 2 Cover Design by tsulala FXT vol. 2 Cover Design :icontsulala:tsulala 9,738 317 Colorless by asuka111 Colorless :iconasuka111:asuka111 28,077 1,547 The illusionist by asuka111 The illusionist :iconasuka111:asuka111 9,253 318 Mask of hatred. by asuka111 Mask of hatred. :iconasuka111:asuka111 17,195 753 book cover 24 by shawli2007 book cover 24 :iconshawli2007:shawli2007 298 38 Comic Fiesta 2011 by FeiGiap Comic Fiesta 2011 :iconfeigiap:FeiGiap 5,773 350 All Card : Mystic Dream Tarot by azurylipfe All Card : Mystic Dream Tarot :iconazurylipfe:azurylipfe 945 179

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Fear of uncertainties, rejection, failure, decissions, direction, the dark, the light, the world, unknown, too much information, perception, ignorance, neglection, so many Anxiety within us that could be just an ilusion of our consious from subconsious information n post trauma experience.
Why , What, is this "fear" ? I keep asking myself, most of the time it is not reall, then why worry, then why argue with logic and emotion, argue with value and morality.
Sometimes the answer is crystal clear, is a defence mechanism for living organism, yet sometimes it create one of the most complex emotion in dessicion making.
Other then what we experience our memory the good the bad as we percive, as humans our biological bodies play such a big role.
Starting from myself as an so calle artist, between the right and left brain, the neurotransmitter that transmit signals from one neuron to the next across synapses, effecting in all sort of emotion that brain alone cant control, that knowledge alone can't conquer.
Then all wraps up together in times where u just wake up out of nothing, Fear comes to haunts you, chasing you, the more you resist it persist, building up more imbalance towards blood stream and so on.
I'm afraid where i ask myself the question, who am I, look at the strangers we become. Why did i do this and that, standing in the edge between wrong and right, searching for the light of truth and found nothing, only left with emptiness within and the so called reality of a great life, if i look at myself i have most of the life i wanted, should that be called content, yet Fear loves to visit when you r most content for some reason.
I don't have the answer, and i don't expect for a specific right answer ever, I can only accept fear n say come to me hopefully when u are done with me, i'll be a bit content.
  • Listening to: rain drops
  • Reading: your mind
  • Playing: randomly

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Current Residence: Indonesia
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Favourite genre of music: chill out lounge
Favourite photographer: herb ritz
Favourite style of art: all
Operating System: Mac os Leopard
MP3 player of choice: Winamp
Shell of choice: .......
Wallpaper of choice: black
Skin of choice: clean
Favourite cartoon character: ukyo from samurai spirit, hibiki from bakumastu roman, jin from samurai champloo
Personal Quote: HOPE
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ano-bluehana Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2012  Student Photographer
great work
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rus13devils Featured By Owner May 15, 2012
thanks ,much ano :)
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ano-bluehana Featured By Owner May 16, 2012  Student Photographer
np ^^
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PorcelainMartyr Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2010
Thank you so much for the fav!
I really do appreciate it!
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pepey Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2009   Digital Artist
dude, when are u gonna finish ur tarot series...?
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rus13devils Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2009
yeess man, i'll try too catch up with u hehehe..
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ciaee Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2009  Student General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch, Rusmin! I really appreciate it. :thanks:
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rus13devils Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2009
thanks, feel free to visit my gallery
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martixxx Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2009
nice gallery :D
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hiro2satu Featured By Owner May 5, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
nice work .. saya watch ya ... jgn lupa watch balik ya ....
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